October 31, 2011

[healing heart process - beginning of the END]

hey, dudettes & dudes.
how r U today?
I hope U remember my writings with the title "healing heart process"...
I said I won't stop writing until my heart is healed! I wrote 5 parts during my self- healing process and then I began to express my feelings with lyrics and quotes etc!
Well, today I feel much better, although sometimes memories come up and make me sad, but there are worlds between those days and NOW.
I feel free and I feel a change in my point of view of life.
I completely turned to an optimistic person... but I think, I'm still not willing to fall in love or start a relationship.
I'm satisfied with everything and everyone around me yet.
I can't complain!!!
Life goes on and everything will be the way U want it and U make it... you create your own life!!


October 03, 2011

[angels lie]

Bury all your secrets in my skin, come away with innocence & leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage & love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So if you love me, let me go and run away before I know my heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate. If I'm alone I cannot hate, I don't deserve to have you. My smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips and cherish them in parts of me. That savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light, but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight. So, save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear! You couldn't hate enough to love! Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend... Then I could hurt you in the end! I never claimed to be a saint... My own was banished long ago. It took the death of hope to let you go. So, break yourself against my stones and spit your pity in my soul. You never needed any help! You sold me out to save yourself and I won't listen to your shame. You ran away - you're all the same!! Angels lie to keep control! My love was punished long ago, if you still care, don't ever let me know!! If you still care, don't ever let me know!!!!

September 20, 2011

[Ur sad life]

all in all 
U're no good
U don't cry
like U should
I'll B gone
when U fall
Ur sad life
says it all

August 28, 2011

[thin aiR]

love is free
in time, in peace & now is here!!
This life, this dream...

U know how it feels but... is it all in Ur mind?
When U know how it feels 2 B pushed & pulled through Ur life... & sometimes it seems like there is life in Ur eyes & all that I know is - I love U -

YES, I love U.

And it feels like we're already flying,
but the air is too thin & we're dying!
The clouds all around take us higher, the world far below is on fire!
I hold out my hand just to touch U & all that I know is - I love U -
A vision a promise of heaven a reason for being forever

U're just a whisper away!

We've come too far to turn back, this is where we stand & face it, THIS IS WHO WE ARE, one step closer
into thin air we will go there...

we've come too far to turn back!
This is where we stand & face it!
I feel U breathe, U're just a whisper away!


We've come too far ...
This is where we stand ...

July 10, 2011

[his stupidity is beyond belief sometimes]

If you had the slightest idea of how much you mean(t) to me, you wouldn't be doing these stupid things right now... But unfortunately there's no point in explaining if you won't care.

July 07, 2011

[nothing left for me to say]

If he misses you, he'll call.
If he wants you, he'll say it and if he cares, he'll show you.
If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his bad treatment.

[If not... well, I really don't know]

June 20, 2011

[Sebastian Michaelis]

Hey dudettes & dudes !! How are youuuu ???

Today I saw a japanese boy on my way to the uni and I was like

His face, his style, his haircut... I could not take my eyes of him!
I wish I could live the manga "Black Butler"... I want a Black Butler, too.

Oh Sebastian..., well, he's simply one hell of a butler... !



June 18, 2011

[assassin's creed revelations]

Assassins Creed Revelations E3 2011 Trailer [HD]
Developer: UbisoftRelease: Q4/2011
Genre: Action/Adventure
Platform: PS3/X360
Publisher: Ubisoft
Website: www.assassinscreed.com
Assassin's Creed Revelations follows master assassin Ezio Auditore as he walks in the footsteps of his legendary mentor, Altaïr, on a journey to recover five ancient seals that hold the keys to the future of the Assassins brotherhood. It is a perilous path -- one that will take Ezio to Constantinople, the heart of the Ottoman Empire, where a growing army of Templars threatens to destabilize the region.

Music: Iron by Woodkid
Watch in HD & judge by yourself.

June 16, 2011

[lunar eclips]

Yesterday was a lunar eclips which meant to be very long & beautiful... and on the german news they said the sky will be cloudless & starry.
guess what happened yesterday night... well, the sky was full of clouds, on 10:00 pm and the sky was still bright. There was NO MOON in the sky to be observed.
Brilliant, huh ?!
But today I saw very beautiful shots of the lunar eclips which made me jaelous!! I missed a highlight in my life, I think.

See it by yourself....

This picture was taken by punxzilla on deviantArt.

June 04, 2011

[The Raven // Der Rabe]

Die deutsche Lyrikerin, Schriftstellerin und Übersetzerin Maria Mathi fertigte eine Übertragung an, die 1954 in der bei Langewiesche-Brandt erschienenen Sammlung Tausendmund, Europäische Balladen, Romanzen und Lieder abgedruckt wurde. Die erste Strophe der Übertragung Mathis lautet:
Als ich einst zur Geisterstunde, leidend an der Lebenswunde,
überdachte alter Kunde Weisheit, alter Weisheit Lehr',
als ich, schläfrig, kaum vermochte, länger wachzubleiben, pochte
an die Tür es leise, pochtesanft wie einer Magd Begehr.
Oh, da kommt noch ein Besucher", dachte ich, „wo kommt er her,
- in der späten Nacht noch her?"

May 28, 2011

[black butler]

One of the best anime series I've ever seen ( after Death Note ). You've got to watch it.

May 23, 2011

[helsinki = 2012 WDC]

City of Helsinki

About Helsinki
Helsinki, the Capital of Finland, is right in the middle of the Baltic Sea region, with easy access to East and West, and fast access to other European Union countries. A great place to work and live, stable and safe, with a very high standard of living and welfare, Helsinki is at the same time, an excellent location for business. About a quarter of the Finnish population – more than one million people – live in the Helsinki region, which is central to every sphere of Finnish society from public administration, to commerce, arts and sciences.
Helsinki is compact: institutions are networked, intertwined and interdependent. Finland is one of the most competitive global economies, with innovation, research and development as cornerstones of its competitiveness.
The appointment of World Design Capital 2012 was conferred to the City of Helsinki  in November 2009  during the Icsid World Design Congress in Singapore.
Open Helsinki – Embedding Design in Life
In Helsinki, design is the enabler of building an open city, the booster of its social, economic and cultural development. This concept of Embedded Design ties design to innovation from its very beginning. Design oversees the realisation of the inhabitants’ needs and, in the final stages, ensures that the solution is desirable. This is how inventions, technologies and systems are developed into innovations suitable for everyday use.
Helsinki Design is also part of world design – it is created together with the international design community and the people of the world. Helsinki Design includes well-known global brands, such as Nokia, Kone and Marimekko, popular events, like the annual Helsinki Design Week, first class education and research institutions, such as University of Art and Design Helsinki, and strong traditions, for example architects and designers Eliel Saarinen and Alvar Aalto.
For more information on WDC Helsinki 2012:
For more information about the City of Helsinki, please visit www.hel.fi

May 15, 2011

سخنانی از روی عقل نه احساس - دکتر علی شریعتی

دوستت دارم‌ها را نگه می‌داری برای روز مبادا

دلم تنگ شده‌ها را، عاشقتم‌ها را...

این‌ جمله‌ها را که ارزشمندند الکی خرج کسی نمی‌کنی!

باید آدمش پیدا شود!

باید همان لحظه از خودت مطمئن باشی و باید بدانی که فردا، از امروز گفتنش پشیمان
نخواهی شد!

سِنت که بالا می‌رود کلی دوستت دارم پیشت مانده، کلی دلم تنگ شده و عاشقتم مانده
که خرج کسی نکرده‌ای و روی هم تلنبار شده‌اند!

فرصت نداری صندوقت را خالی کنی.! صندوقت سنگین شده و نمی‌توانی با خودت

شروع می‌کنی به خرج کردنشان!

توی میهمانی اگر نگاهت کرد اگر نگاهش را دوست داشتی

توی رقص اگر پا‌به‌پایت آمد اگر هوایت را داشت اگر با تو ترانه را به صدای بلند خواند توی
جلسه اگر حرفی را گفت که حرف تو بود اگر استدلالی کرد که تکانت داد

در سفر اگر شوخ و شنگ بود اگر مدام به خنده‌ات انداخت و اگر منظره‌های قشنگ را
نشانت داد

برای یکی یک دوستت دارم خرج می‌کنی برا ی یکی یک دلم برایت تنگ می‌شود خرج
می‌کنی! یک چقدر زیبایی یک با من می‌مانی؟

بعد می‌بینی آدم‌ها فاصله می‌گیرند متهمت می‌کنند به هیزی... به مخ‌زدن به اعتماد

سواستفاده کردن به پیری و معرکه‌گیری...

اما بگذار به سن تو برسند!

بگذار صندوقچه‌شان لبریز شود آن‌‌وقت حال امروز تو را می‌فهمند بدون این‌که تو را به یاد
غریب است دوست داشتن.

و عجیب تر از آن است دوست داشته شدن...

وقتی می‌دانیم کسی با جان و دل دوستمان دارد ...

و نفس‌ها و صدا و نگاهمان در روح و جانش ریشه دوانده؛

به بازیش می‌گیریم هر چه او عاشق‌تر، ما سرخوش‌تر، هر چه او دل نازک‌تر، ما بی رحم ‌تر.

تقصیر از ما نیست؛

تمامیِ قصه هایِ عاشقانه، اینگونه به گوشمان خوانده شده‌اند

[ Altai Lelio - Mushroom Tea ]

This Song rocks my socks ! :D

May 05, 2011


I think these two were made for eachother.

May 02, 2011